THE REAL ME

You see me smile everyday
But do you know the real me?
I laugh and seem happy.
But do you know the real me?
When I come home everything changes.
You don't know the real me.
On the outside I'm happy.
I always have a smile on my face.
It's all a fascade.
I hide behind a mask,
A mask of happiness, smiles, and laughter.
Everynight the mask comes off,
When no one is around.
I take it off and put it on the shelf
Only I know the real me.
I hide it so well God doesn't even know who I am.
After the mask comes off,
My real feelings come out.
Tears stream down my face.
I try to fight them.
But after a long day of fighting, the real me,
I'm tired. I give in.
I bury my face into my pillow and cry.
A number of emotions take over me.
Pain, anger, sadness.
I cry and cry for hours.
But no one will ever know because
They don't know the real me.
Ther hurt and pain I feel.
Because I hide it behind a mask of happiness and smiles.
And I hide it well.

....Sincerely, Me
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